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Finding my way through the Space

After SLC, I started working at a flower garden... and yes, I am picking flowers (bravely admits). But after working you will definately appreciate flowers a bit more, flower we pick were


sunflower



calla



christmas lilies

never had I pick so many flower, we manage to pick over a thousand flowers over the time period. The worse was sore back cuz you have to keep bending down to cut the flower. Anyway, everything in palmy is pretty much closed, massey is closed till Jan. Gym is closed T_T.

Also been reading some article, here is to keep you updated with the latest stuff:

1) Scientists Shed Light on a Mysterious Particle, the Neutrino
- this finding is a huge key to the unknows, the deep space, supernovas, galaxy....

2) X-ray no more, T-ray is in -
T-ray might replace the X-ray, its a better version of the x-ray, its like x-ray but without the harmful side effects.

Its December!!!! Woohoo!!!! Its the month of christmas (christ - mass), celebration of christ in mass (ppl). This year there is so many trials and walls to climb over which help me to grow so much more than I thought I could have. I have so many reason to be thankful to so many people that I hope I can pass this thankfulness unto other ppl. The world is dark, we must not run away from that truth but in the darkness, let us shine brightly : ) Final Exam wasn't too bad, actually I did manage to focus much better compare to the first sem : ), after that, send many ppl off to the airport - Jason, James and Bart. So the few who remain, we went to watch movie - 2012, it was actually a really good movie, was qute suprise about that. two thumbs up to the director. But before the movie, I went to SLC, actually I walk to SLC with 6 ppl from MUCF (massey uni christian fellowship) or rather I join them. So let the pic story begin: The nite before, went out with friends 4 dinner and then ice cream.
Btw, I move out of my hall to a house. Next year onwards I will be staying with Hon and Danny.
We found a nice cozy home : )
I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream : ) I also bought a new bike to bike to uni next year. Might help me cut down on a few kg, hahaha.
It cost me 150 dollars for a good brand new bike from green bike thrust.
So this is us, the ppl who are walking to Palm Grove, Paraparauma in three days, from left:
Daniel, Zain, Debby, me, Raxanne and MUCF's V.P. Hannah (also walk organizer).
And we are in the massey rec center car park. Everyday we start the walk around 8.30am.
We stop like 3 times a days, for morning tea, lunch and afternoon tea. Walking on concrete is very painful. Hiking on otaki range is much easier for me. Here we meet out little friend, we called stig, he hitch-hike with us for a while until he dicided we were't cool enough for then he took off without saying goodbye.

When you're travelling in a car, its hard to stop and look at the scenary.
Walking helps to notice stuff, check out the big fish.
I forgot when I learn this lesson but when you do something, always make time for stuff and that time is only for that stuff and nothing or almost ntg is allowed to interfere. Many ppl still like to do so many stuff at once, is there a hunger to satisfy by finishing faster??? Is doing more stuff in less time gonna rid you of things to do???

Hehe, here is us chilling out, did not want to lied down cuz my jacket is while. T_T
Hannah our leader has a Mary Poppin Bag, she carries with her so much stuff, I'm like (Jaw drop), she carries 2 litre of water, 2 bags of cookies, a super larger medical kit. She is one tough cookie in my opinion.
Do you know how we got this shot, the camera man had to run forward, set the camera and then run back, lol.
During the walk, I had the chance to reflect on my self the past year as well as gotten to bond with the kiwies.

The first night we stay was at a church in Shannon, had fish and chips.
Adam had a monster burger : )
I had my first deep fried moro bar, not bad. A deep fried chocalate bar.
The muffin above is a special muffin, some1(can't rememeber who) placed their muffin on the counter above and when the owner returned, it was gone.
It was a missing muffin case!!!!

We found the culprit after a long shouting interegation across the hallway.
And the culprit is............ everybody, every1 took a bite from that muffin, includind me and the actual owner. haha. Oh, and we brought ketchup along with us.

The next day, we had lunch in Levin, nice place. Ntg much, Debby had strained her muscle so we called in help, Adam. Adam wanted to walk with us but he had to drive the Debby. And then there was 5. (5 ppl left)



We stop at this little place for morning tea I think, had a little farm on it.
Weather was looking pretty bad, was hoping that it would not rain plus weather forecast said that chances of raining was very high for the next three days and the three days we travel nothing pour down. Thx God, put it on my tab of unreturnable favours.


So we walk in.

Meet Mr.Black, James had left momo at michael's place but I get the the chance to care for it.
James, when r u coming back???
After the walk, we had to move on so that we can reach our next destination before sundown.
Time was against us, we had to speed it up.









Lunch break, we had crash into some1 pre-party, ppl were setting up the place and we wanted somewhere warm to have a quick lunch, so we ask politely as we barge in and seated ourselves but move out in 5mins due to our conscious.

Nite 2 was at Lake forrest and if your wondering whether there is actually a forrest and lake??? Yes, there is a forrest and lake there. We played some pool, the floor was uneven, we used gold stick for cue stick, we had fun playing around. Oh and dinner was awesome : ) we had mince lamb and nachos (with sour cream and cheese obviously)! And there was no heater as well if your asking.

Next day, rise and shine, beautiful day. The owner told us a short cut, help a lot. We should be reaching palm grove by evening that day.

On the last day while we were walking, some1 drop this box of fruit 4 us, lol, so random and so mysterious, definately help made our trip more fruitful.

We decided to bring the box with us for proof but we kinda lost it. All of us had sunburn but I was covered up the most so mine wasn't too bad, only on my ears.



Us reaching paraparauma.



Some1 knew we were coming and inform a local friend to come and greet and cheer us on.


Reaching the final, the last stretch felt so long cuz it was so near. When we reach, WOW is all I can say. We DID IT!!! But this was only the beginning. SLC haven't even begun to start yet.




After a good dinenr, I went to shower to find a little friend of mine, he was quite big, I thought it was a first day pratical joke at first but turns out to be quite real. Did I mention he was big???


The camp site was big, had lots of stuff to do. It had a swimming pool, its own flying fox, a small hiking area, a pool house.





This is the last day, can't be bother trying to blog everything, I will never publish this if that happens. Last day, each region group had their time to do their own thing.


We discuss first and discuss and discuss (most on what we learn and how we gonna apply) then we left for town to murk around.


The night before we got the chance to murk around with the musical instruements, woho.

Found a lot of stuff about ppl I din know about.
Stop, get ready to stop and go.


What do they look like, teletubbies??? : )
Dun Ask. ok, that's was the SLC.


And finally to every1, this is my little niece. According to my sis, I have to list names for her that ryhmes with Lam. Anyway, now I am a uncle : )
Many things to teach her, like couch potatoing, computer games, gaming console, basketball and lots more (and some times if have to teach her moral stuffs... grumble... grumble)

Anyway, the last 3 movies that I have watch were about world war 2, I did NOt know that the stories of each movie before hand, it was ( in order, valkyrie, IP man and inglorious bastard).
Maybe some1 out there is trying to tell me something.

Also, have finally started work, I start at 6am in the morning and finsih by 12am, what a good schedule, I still have half a day to do as I wish. The boss is good as well, very patient.


YES!!!! I have finish afters days of work. C ya


Last week of study break... din study at all, use it to finish all my assignment.
Manage to finish it so I'm quite happy : )
Funny comment on youtube,
" I'm not racist, I have colour TV."

So tired, after one semester of doing assigment and lab report, I feel so drain.
No more motivation and inspiration to study.

No!!!!!

Need to do this. Have to. Dun let emotion run you wild.!!!!!

So gay man!!!!

lol

Er, really no words for this

This is my last week of school, started out on the weekend with a badminton tournament,
play in B grade, there are so many good players here, some are event on the their national team as a reserve. I'm like so amazed with how they fight their matches. Anyway, I team up with james and we won silver for the men's double. I play single and lost on the 2nd round, played mixed and got third I think, there was no medal for third. lol. That night went to an Italian restaurant with sony and olivia, could finish my pasta due to the food being very rich in cheese.



The day before saturday is friday and on friday nite we have OCF meetings, we use the new building worth 1.2 million, woho!!!!! Its was really a nice place and very cozy. Ocf was good and this week would be the last for the year.




That nite we had a crazy st0rm hit us so when we were leaving it was crazy and the temperature wasn't fun either. Reach my room safe and sound so no worries.



Here's proof.
Got a better picture, might load it up some time later.

Last week was good and this week is no so good, I haven't really caught up with my friends, so busy with so many assignment, want to die. Right now, I'm in the computer lab, having absolute no motivation to do anymore work, been typing and typing and analyzing for the past week.
I miss playing around a little. Just a little more I'm there. I'm so gonna enjoy my holiday after my exam, I don't care, I'm gonna going out ike everyday man!!! or something like that. Quite happy that many ppl will be staying back in palmy this year, woho!!!!

Feel like doing something extreme after my exam, go jungle tracking, hiking or something.
Might go snowboarding : )
ok, I have unload everything, now I'm gonna study!!!!

You definately won't regret this watching this guy.

1. Know that people are not stupid.

2. People can be lazy

3.Understand people feelings and not their pain.

4. What done is done.

5. I don't believe in saying sorry but it is a good first step to making up.

6. No one person is normal, everyone is weird in their own way.

7. That no where else to go but up : )

8. People hit, you love. (Sorry but I'm not really a wise person)

9. The world is not so scary afterall.

10. There's 3 way to a story, his side, the other side and the truth : )

11. The best time to know a person is when he is in a corner.

12. Time is always a factor in everything. There's one dimension, 2 dimension and 3D. Space has 4 dimension, the 4th dimension is time. I mean it is a factor for everything!!!!!

13. Never care about crap people say about other people but friends are a totally different story and they hurt more than ever.

14. There will always be a time where you have to be a hypocrite, always do the better judgement call or just don't do anything.

15. There's almost always a third choice, if not make one. You don't like both side then make a new side. One side go for offence, one side go for defence, you make the peace side.

16. Dwelling in past will tie you down whether good or bad.

17. Focus on the present, have dreams and vision for the future.

18. There's 3 the type of love: Eros love, Philia love and Agape love. Google it to find out more.
http://www.sjchurchofchrist.org/agape.shtml - here is a link if your lazy

Lastly - People will want to know what you really want, what you really know.

No matter what, never give up and always be happy : )





On the 28th of September, a great lecturer pass away. She was a great lecturer, I really like her teaching. I was privilaged to be taught by her. In a dead math class where student show no life, she was full of it, her style of teaching was weird but nevertheless help me through it. To a great lecturer, Marijcke Vlieg-Hulstman, we will miss you.


1) Alzheimer's linked to lack of Zzzzs
http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/47580/title/Alzheimers_linked_to_lack_of_Zzzzs

2)Entanglement in the macroworld
- what this talks about is possibilities of quantum mechanic so with quantum mechancis we can built quantum cicuits, then we entangle the quantum circuits to give the quantum computer. cool huh?!?! but its a long way off... that's what they say
http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/47638/title/Entanglement_in_the_macroworld

3) Prototypr to detect dark matter.
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2009/09/090925092650.htm

4) Lots of water on the moon
http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/47665/title/A_damp_moon_Water_found_inside_and_out

Oh man, the last few weeks were crazy for me, I do so many mistake, I said stuff that I should not have, I mis-interpreted stuff, cutting in conversations etc etc

Well I guess thats what happen when you are trying to enter people culture, your mindset change and your foundations shakes a bit.

Or maybe cuz I'm too particular about stuff that I want like working with other people i would prefer a organize system and everybody get a chance to share their points and I'm also very time aware, I don't care if dub get your point across but you muct never ever dishonour people time, you tell people you gonna use this time, then its this time, unless the person ask for an extended time, do not go over board, it really gets me annoy when ppl go over time on their share!!!!!! other things I dun mind too much.

This week is a fresh starts, I'm gonna reduce my mistake.

Was reading this, very interesting... wanted to read all the comments, gave up somewhere along the line... sigh, not enought will power

"I think a lot of LoA practitioners are confused about their states, and the way they try to feel; including me on occassion. Instead of letting go, sometimes I think I have to face some contrast.

For example, I let other people's problems affect me, because I think I am being sympathetic, and in actuality I am being empathetic... and now I feel psychopathic. ;-)

The confusion might be between apathy (the abscense of feeling) and antipathy (feeling an aversion to) what is NOT WANTED, or isn't liked. People pretend that they are apathetic and focused on their own thing, but in actuality they are bleeding energy in the form of aversion.

So, how can I be an empath pick up on good vibes and thus avoid becoming a psychopath?

The answer is "true apathy" towards a negative issue or person. I simply do not think or feel the negativity. But how do I think about someone or something "negative" without aversion or antipathy; when even considering it "negative" is thinking about it?

Have you ever had someone use the silent treatment on you, they pretend to be totally not interested in what you say-- perhaps it is at work or it is a significant other, girlfriend, boyfriend, acquaintance... and they seem able to block you out because they don't like something about you, and you don't even know what it is? (This is a very powerful/negative power and control game. Whomever cares the least wins!)

Unless they are truly letting go, often they are not apathetic at all, and their silence is actually part of the conversation they are having with you. They are communicating disapproval so that they can have the last word and let you know it (and hopefully feel it and act on it).

So, I am learning to have "sympathy for the devil", so to speak, understand that others are on their own "path", and not care what they think of me. There is no reason to walk down someone elses "socio-path".

I feel better just having played with some words. "Maybe I'm craaaaazy...."

This is the link:
http://www.powerfulintentions.org/forum/topics/curious-about-sympathy-empathy

Well, the pictures here are pretty so I din fb them. Been pretty emo lately or I'm being serious about my studies, can't tell sometimes which is which sometimes, can't be bother bout it either. Its just annoying cuz I notice it.


This next few pic was during the last day of the BERSATU games where I wore 3 quater jeans with a tux, I like it but you need long pants??? sigh, how do people know this kind of stuff, I did wore nice clothes and not the sampah sarap clothes like sports clothe wioth slipper.



Guess who... I think it was JJ and sony.



Think this one is jj and may.



This is 1 hard... jk jk, din bother to get up the whole nite cuz ppl dun like to see my sexy legs...
(that was me mocking), oh yeah, house season 6 came out, the 1st episode was awesome, reviewer gave it 3 thums up if they could.



Dun look at me, I would not take this kind of shots... or maybe I did, ahhhhhhh!!!!!
Ignore ignore.... moving on



This is massey computer lab beside the marsden lecture hall.



This is the campus concourse... well I'm done with the green shirt program and was kinda disappointed that the other member weren't so tolerant about the small mistake. Life is full of mistake man, get over it!!!! I hurt many people, I did many bad things, not doing anything doesn't help, grow yourself so that you won't repeat the same mistake.



More picture of the concourse, nice is morning when there's not a lot of traffic.
Peaceful, relaxing when going to class early in the morning plus the weather is just rite.



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The physic and math books that I use, no chemistry books here cuz those books are huge and heavy, scared the cabinet won't hold. I watch hundreds of movies, hundred of series, went out hundred of times, reading/studying physic give me that something that is out of the equation/box. I...



Sakura festival at IPC, TK and Lee drop by. There still alive so I'm happy.



Pat...


Singapore, Indonesia and Malaysia



Me: food good!!!!
at indo stall.



Haha, haven't crazy stuff lately, was happy that morning.



Tha ALL BLACK, bart is the coach



Olivia is the assistant coach



Dun look at me, I din take this photo. Gtg gonna meet Michelle to rehearse emcee-ing tonite AGM. Also out last time using the chaplaicy. Its gonna close and we're gonna move in to the new building : )

I also celebrated raya with my malay friends, woho!!! they make awesome food, especially the daging rendang, muahahahah : )

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