it's been another week where one life is having better understanding of life...this life has been slow on h/w and feeling that he has to catch up to the student who are seriouly good... its very tough competition. 2morrow is freshie night for the newcomer and i'm looking forward to itbut another part of me is still concern bout the un-finished h/w entitled 'should school uniform be abolished'(i'm definately gonna enjoy writing it). i went back to sedaya last week and it was like a desserted island, after the bell ring the whole school seem to be empty, where was everybody. i admit that i miss the good old time but the future is where i look forward to. tat all folks for this week weekly updates.
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!@#!#$@, just when i wanted to take a step forward in life, everything just came crashing down all at once, the timing was just wrong, all hell just broken lose. i'm very sad and disappointed. it all started last week when i was getting my workhard momentum back again, i decided to go 4 lighting ministry again, the last time i was on the wrong so they gave me so time off, and when i was ready to go 4 it again, another incident happen that causes my getting into ministry to backfire!@#!#$@#$#@......
i was playing the guitar 4 cell group when the beat just went wrong, i was partially at fault and i knew once that happen, the all knowing someone would come at me and teach me... normally i would accept it but my mood was seroiusly out so i like try to ignore him as much as i can, it was either this or send flower words over to him. i feel like he has no respect 4 me not because of this but because maybe, just maybe we got off on the wrong foot when we meet 4 the first time, so anyway, i feel his has no respect 4 me, i will submit to my leader but they should also respect me. man i'm so !@#!@$@#%...
(i pray 4 adrian that he'll learn to approach ppl better so that he can become a better leader, and that is what i wish 4 him, to be a strong and c apable leader)
the same night, on the way home, i told fel bout it and i feel like what i'm capable of doing i did not do and i let the whole world down cause this ppl are my whole world plus some exceptional ppl of course.
the next day, somehow i know that god wanted me to bring this weak side of me out and correct it, so like in 1 cor 10:13 no temptation has overtaken u except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow u to be tempted beyong what u are able, but with the temptation will alsi make the way of escape, that u may be able to bear it.
so that what God did and sent pastor to encourage me a bit...
now i'm a little calm but still am fighting with my inner self, at least i have a blog to unleash all my pain unto.
so i wish everybody to stand strong for remainder of the year and that would be all for weekly updates.
i was playing the guitar 4 cell group when the beat just went wrong, i was partially at fault and i knew once that happen, the all knowing someone would come at me and teach me... normally i would accept it but my mood was seroiusly out so i like try to ignore him as much as i can, it was either this or send flower words over to him. i feel like he has no respect 4 me not because of this but because maybe, just maybe we got off on the wrong foot when we meet 4 the first time, so anyway, i feel his has no respect 4 me, i will submit to my leader but they should also respect me. man i'm so !@#!@$@#%...
(i pray 4 adrian that he'll learn to approach ppl better so that he can become a better leader, and that is what i wish 4 him, to be a strong and c apable leader)
the same night, on the way home, i told fel bout it and i feel like what i'm capable of doing i did not do and i let the whole world down cause this ppl are my whole world plus some exceptional ppl of course.
the next day, somehow i know that god wanted me to bring this weak side of me out and correct it, so like in 1 cor 10:13 no temptation has overtaken u except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow u to be tempted beyong what u are able, but with the temptation will alsi make the way of escape, that u may be able to bear it.
so that what God did and sent pastor to encourage me a bit...
now i'm a little calm but still am fighting with my inner self, at least i have a blog to unleash all my pain unto.
so i wish everybody to stand strong for remainder of the year and that would be all for weekly updates.
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The first thing that comes to my mind is that all of us are sitting at our house very comfortably while ppl in johor are miserable because of the flood. Whew… now that the cats is out of the bag, let find out what I did this week. I love college, I hate my time table (actually I don’t hate my time table but because I took six, I repeat six subject, my time table is cramp = no time to have fun). But luckily sunway-co has its benefits, one is the canteen where the food is great and second is the student counsel room cuz that is where the fosball table is located… I have fallen in love wif fosball, it was my first time playing and I made a goal, emmm… no two goals, one goal was from all the way the other side of the field. This year I hoped that I don’t lose my momentum and I hoped that I can give it my all. I’ll think I’m gonna visit sedaya next week, which day I do not know. And that is bye bye to you folks.
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its just been the start of the week and i can already feel what's ahead if me, i'm little bit afraid of what's gonna happen later in the year but i will do my best. i have been running up and down to get a sort of thing filled up, like library form, computer access, id card... according to my schedule, i have 2 days which i have claCss non stop 4 7 and a half hours(from 10.00 to 5.30), no break. the pic above is me wearing my NEW!!!! LAB COAT, i feel like a evil scintist in those horror movie and i like it very much...hehe...miss my friends, miss u guys but i'm very busy... should go out and watch movie wif u guys sometime soon k... no worry.. that's all 4 this week for mattatdecollege.
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2 days has past since I entered college. So far I have expected everything they throw at me, orientation, briefing. The part I like most was deciding when my classes was… I met a guy who has a name that sound almost like my name, his name is matthew choo… I have to brag something, that is I have already bought almost my book and it cost less than RM130, but the most frustrating part is that I have to but a calculator that cost RM400… no much time now, have to take a bath and go to cell group…it has been a great start 4 me and I hoped that it won’t stop. sayonara
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2morrow is a big day 4 me and 4 a lil girl name yi ling… others I don’t know since none of them mention anything. Before any celebration, here the bad news… I’ve just came back from the doctor or a medicine specialist, turns out that my IgE level is beyond normal (normal is below 50 KU\L, mine is 204 KU\L). English is that everytime that I inhaled dust mite, I got the Ha-Chu and running nose. Countermeasure is that my room has to be super clean, everyday I have 2 wipe my room, spray my bed with some chemical(its not easy cuz I have 2 spray block by block), and the worse thing is that I cannot eat certain food, egg, chocolate, citrus fruit e.g oranges, tomato, pork meat and fish… so now I have to be a vegetarian…. Luckily its only temporarily. But I say it’s a good thing cuz I found early before I have to go 4 surgery, so I’m still in a good mood, great start for the year, I less problem to worry about :P good news… I am reborn, I have a new hairstyle, a new set of clothes, a new pen drive(1G) and a New digital cam courtesy of my dad. Happy new year to all, wished u an awesome year.
