Matt'sUniverse

well, its has been a long time since my last actual post, the videos doesn't count.
anyway, ever since being back in malaysia, I just feel so lazy, the hot weather makes you sweat and you just don't want to do anything so you don't sweat, who knew sweating would be so irritating.

moving past the annoying stuffs, came back, did many things, got back to church, meet up with high school friends, went to malls.where to start, 1st thing was I went to PC fair with lev, jeff and tang, din buy anything, funny though, there isn't anything that I want to buy, after all that bragging about Malaysia having more shopping malls, there just isn't anything to buy for me or maybe cuz I dun really need anything, so that means, this whole year I din waste money at all, I a few shirts, a few books but that just about it, so I make it a point to target a PS3 by the end of next year, a few months in a NZ farm should cover that. quote of the day at the fair was
sales person: mari mari, satu kg sepuluh riggit!!! lelong lelong!!!

went for dinner, went around kl, all the places... Lau Yat, Sungai Wang, Time Square the usual places but din bother going thorough all the places, just ear and chatted with friends which is what I like the best, just relaxing and chatting with friends. Haven't play any basketball here yet.

after went to Singapore (3days 2 night) again, this time to accompany my mom, we went with tour, cantonise tour, not one of my fav 5 group to hang out with, so I just keep quiet the whole trip. the trip was alright but a lot of complain of Singaporean being Kia Su, omg man, there just cut your que like nobody business, like its normal, their driving also omg man but hey malaysia are not really far from them so no complain there. 2nd day was ok, went to Sentosa Island, Singapore was definately really high tech here, feel like a very happening places you know??? I mean like the beach was full of ppl, everyday a party at the beach, full of lifes, have to line up for everything, ask a Malaysia to line up, the malaysia will say you are crazy. no 1 wants to go to a Malaysia beach,Malaysia beach not 1 person in sight, got rubbish, no fun, no 1. sight.... my beloved country...

3rd day, I remember I slept on the floor because of my allergy(I'm allergic to dustmite), so anyway, I slept on the floor and I woke up on the bed, from the bed to the floor is quite reasonable but from the floor to the bed, eh...
I really can't remember at all, pls suggest,sleep walking, alien abduction, strong ants.

so erm, woke up, breakfast (food in Singapore is cheap, the gov doesn't tax the food, so like chicken rice is 2 Sing dollars and for me it would be 2 times 2.5 which is RM5, not really far from RM4.50 is it (rhetorical Q.).

after we left SIngapore, the tour bus toke us around for shopping, birdnest, chocolate and so on.
got back and blog and now going to sleep.

I still haven gotten my accomodation detail from NZ, did ok for my finals, B+ for physic, din expect that but roughly the same as my 1st sem only slightly better. night

what he means was, 1G thumb drive for RM10. so it was still an enjoyable day.

Some people have been telling me that I talk less now compared to before I left NZ.
I guess in some way I have been talking less.

I don't really like talking, I talk too make people feel at ease, only with people I trust I dun talk so much because then I can show them my true self cuz when I talk I dun feel like my self at all, its like the objective of my talking is to not sincere but rather to change the atmosphere. I hate that, covering up something to do something else. People who I feel do that to me I just can't be my self around them.

Beside, my type of conversation doesn't interest many people which makes me kinda lonely, I love to talk about basketball but apparently not many do, so I can't really talk with many people, sigh...
I like final fantasy but yet again many people dun even know what that is. I also like sports but apparently nobody has all these same interest. Sometimes i might think that the problem might be me or rather how I converse information, I'm a blunt and direct person , say what I think, never giving it a second thought until after I have say it, have a problem being sensitive to women needs, love sarcasms. I did try to force my self to love football so I can communicate with family and friends but I just can't. sigh, I like a quiet atmosphere.

Also, sometimes when you meet some1, after saying 'Hi', 'how are you' etc etc, what are you gonna say next, you dun know what he likes, damn, in movies, this kind of situation just fades away but in reality you have to deal with it and there's no escape. you need to have good people skill I guess which sometimes I think is just not sincere. sigh, too many over lapping facts, you have to be so careful in this world until you just don't want to care anymore.

The only think that would help me now is to focus and study hard, when the time come, I shall deal with it because no 1 human being can solve all the problems.

Well, being in KL, Malaysia, its back to traffic jam, rude ppl throwing rubbish everywhere and etc etc. But its definitely good to be back with your family again.

Eh, so with nothing to do, I bought a few books to read and amazingly this year I have already read 3 books which are non-textbook, no a magazine, genuinely reading 3 novel or rather science fiction, the 1st book I brought to NZ for a boring flight. The next 2 were because of Sasha, she introduced me to a series of books which theme suit me really well which is conspiracy and mystery. The author of these book is Jeff Deaver, I really like his stuff, has been on New York best selling list a few times, that means his book are not a one hit wonder.

What I've read is The Blue Nowhere (about hackers, suprise me cuz the title doesn't really say hacker), the next was The Vanished Man( Illusionist, love the sick plot, definitely not your usual murder) and I just bought a new Jeff Deaver book which the title I forgot and one more is the Silmarillion which is the overview of the whole Lord of the Ring Series, the history from 10'000 years ago, from careless Gods to short people and so on.

So, its gonna be a long holiday. I have no TV and no fast internet, so exercise and lots of reading shall cover that up. Thank God I learn how to play the guitar.