Matt'sUniverse

1) Alzheimer's linked to lack of Zzzzs
http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/47580/title/Alzheimers_linked_to_lack_of_Zzzzs

2)Entanglement in the macroworld
- what this talks about is possibilities of quantum mechanic so with quantum mechancis we can built quantum cicuits, then we entangle the quantum circuits to give the quantum computer. cool huh?!?! but its a long way off... that's what they say
http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/47638/title/Entanglement_in_the_macroworld

3) Prototypr to detect dark matter.
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2009/09/090925092650.htm

4) Lots of water on the moon
http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/47665/title/A_damp_moon_Water_found_inside_and_out

Oh man, the last few weeks were crazy for me, I do so many mistake, I said stuff that I should not have, I mis-interpreted stuff, cutting in conversations etc etc

Well I guess thats what happen when you are trying to enter people culture, your mindset change and your foundations shakes a bit.

Or maybe cuz I'm too particular about stuff that I want like working with other people i would prefer a organize system and everybody get a chance to share their points and I'm also very time aware, I don't care if dub get your point across but you muct never ever dishonour people time, you tell people you gonna use this time, then its this time, unless the person ask for an extended time, do not go over board, it really gets me annoy when ppl go over time on their share!!!!!! other things I dun mind too much.

This week is a fresh starts, I'm gonna reduce my mistake.

Was reading this, very interesting... wanted to read all the comments, gave up somewhere along the line... sigh, not enought will power

"I think a lot of LoA practitioners are confused about their states, and the way they try to feel; including me on occassion. Instead of letting go, sometimes I think I have to face some contrast.

For example, I let other people's problems affect me, because I think I am being sympathetic, and in actuality I am being empathetic... and now I feel psychopathic. ;-)

The confusion might be between apathy (the abscense of feeling) and antipathy (feeling an aversion to) what is NOT WANTED, or isn't liked. People pretend that they are apathetic and focused on their own thing, but in actuality they are bleeding energy in the form of aversion.

So, how can I be an empath pick up on good vibes and thus avoid becoming a psychopath?

The answer is "true apathy" towards a negative issue or person. I simply do not think or feel the negativity. But how do I think about someone or something "negative" without aversion or antipathy; when even considering it "negative" is thinking about it?

Have you ever had someone use the silent treatment on you, they pretend to be totally not interested in what you say-- perhaps it is at work or it is a significant other, girlfriend, boyfriend, acquaintance... and they seem able to block you out because they don't like something about you, and you don't even know what it is? (This is a very powerful/negative power and control game. Whomever cares the least wins!)

Unless they are truly letting go, often they are not apathetic at all, and their silence is actually part of the conversation they are having with you. They are communicating disapproval so that they can have the last word and let you know it (and hopefully feel it and act on it).

So, I am learning to have "sympathy for the devil", so to speak, understand that others are on their own "path", and not care what they think of me. There is no reason to walk down someone elses "socio-path".

I feel better just having played with some words. "Maybe I'm craaaaazy...."

This is the link:
http://www.powerfulintentions.org/forum/topics/curious-about-sympathy-empathy

SPRING!!!! is here, still a bit chilly mostly because of the wind. Just started classes again after a 2 weeks holiday, a well enjoy holiday or so call study break. A lot has happen sincen then, got elbow in the face playing basketball, my nose never felt rite after that.... haha, went for a boxing class, just wanted to try, did quite well for my mid term exam so really happy, both my physic paper score above 60% muahahaha.

Been meaning to take more picture but really did not have any inspiration, I dun have photographer can find scenes to take, so hard to find the perfect spot. Just remember, also hand in one lab report, super happy bout that cuz it took me forever to write that one with proper reference and proper appendix. anyway, taking pic, been taking my camera out with me but always forget that I have my camera in my bag : p

I'm applying for a residential advisor job aka R.A., got shortlisted hoping(woho!!!) I will get it and not too many people will compete for the job. I already know 5 people who got shortlisted as well and they are my friends as well.

Also, accidently went to a green shirt meeting, it was for returning green shirts who are suppose to go... haha, had to send my boss an email to clarified that, quite scary, never had to email my boss before bout this kind of stuff. Mumsa and Palmy malaysian club are now a join as a single unit now called Manawatu Malaysian Club or something like that, can't really remember : p

Ocf agm is coming up, can't wait for that... MUCF club new president is Daniel Eggink, MUMSA hasn't been elected yet, the badminton club... not sure whether I can say yet or not. A friend of mine matthews thomas is running for campus international officer, gud luck to him. Did i mention that I lead bible study group, well I miss my members already, hope to see you guys soon, I'll try to be a better leader everyweek!!! never give up (serious face with determination look)!

Miss my family back home, my dad, my mom, my sis, my cousins, my friends, my cell group, my church, miss you guys lots!!!!

Also, book all my flight tickets to and from Malaysia d, I'll be leaving on the 1 st week of Jan and returning before feb, can't remember that dates. I'm gonna work at the end of the year and have to come back early for RA training, if i don't get RA training then I just go back to my previous work till school starts.

Latest tech stuff, soon phones won't need battery or rather phone will have battery with infinite souce of energy aka the sun, what I'm saying is that soon phone will be equip with solar cell and the new carbon allotrope aka carbon nanotube or graphene thin film with super conducting ability can power the phone, charge during the day( as well as usage) and use during the night. Impressive!!! And u guess it, that's what I'm studying about...

For guitar, manage to learn Pachebel's famous canon song to some extend, got lazy half way... hehe. Been plucking a lot maybe cuz got bored of strumming d... need to learn new strumming pattern.

Basketball... can't wait for the season to start, Iverson is now at memphis, quite suprise, though he would have gone to Charlotte but oh well, things happen for a reason, no coincidence. I'm sad about my team though, no Yao, no T-mac... sigh i'm rooting for spurs, magic and hawks then, go bibby!!! dun like lakers, too much good players on that team, kobe, ron, pau, odom, bynum... crazy la!!!! how to freaking play against them...

Anime, no new anime, been watching filler of bleachs ( never would have imagine me watching fillers), stop watching FMA d cuz know what's gonna happen, finish watching FMP(all three season), Suzuhi Haruhi 2 season is boring, just repeating the same thing... sigh, naruto and bleach manga slow to come up, have to wait for the artist. Any1 has any weird anime, no cheesy stuff, no predictable stuff, no classic stuff and no extreme stuff like one guy can beating up 1000 people (except the guy with the nuclear release button).

Erm, next time will post more pic or rather post pic.